Believe In Your Vision
I don't know what your dreams are, but I believe they have been perfectly placed within your subconscious mind for a reason. I don't think they were meant to be ignored or placed aside, because of the deep connection you have to them. For a brief moment, just think about this. Why do you think you become sad when you do not pursue your dreams? Could it be that maybe your visions are clearly showing you exactly how your life could be?
So the question is, what are you going to do? If I were you, I would not worry about what the naysayers may think, say, or do in response to you. Honestly, none of that should ever matter and should not have any effect on what you see, so you can consider them as unnecessary.
When it comes to your dreams that are this special, they are not meant to be shared anyway. They are specifically made to be only shared with you because you are the one who fully understands the meaning of what you see.
Whatever it takes (within reason) to get you to that creative space so that you can begin your work, you should do it. Not only will this give you something that is very much worth creating, it will get you something to look forward to. Isn't that much better than not seeing your dreams come alive?
My advice to you is to hold on to your dreams because they are a part of you. Be the one who consistently works on each one of them, one at a time. Before you know it, you will be witnessing each dream come true.
I hope you have found these words to be helpful and encouraging.
Until Next Time, Enjoy Loving and Living Life.